At the moment I am on a cross
country trek with my family. With that being said I sat and faced a wall and
plugged my earbuds in and tuned them out the best I could. I sat and tried to
center myself and I focused on my biological, psychospiritual, interpersonal
and worldly self. The part of my body that seems to be experiencing difficulty
is my biological and psychospiritual self. I am at the moment experiencing troubles
with my heart. The effects of this problem have started to weigh on my mind. I
have been worrying about this problem constantly and worrying about the outcome
just worrying. I know that I am not where I need to be in my psycospiritual
life. Worry has started to dictate my days. I think the area that needs the
most development at this time is the psychospiritual life. If I can look to
something bigger to myself to give my problems to then I can find hope where I
find worry and despair now. I would say that my development is in the rusty
phase. By this I mean that I was once sharp and great at looking to a higher
power for guidance and hope. Now however I am I guess too lazy to take time out
to pray and read my Bible. I used to find such comfort in doing these things
and now I can never find the time to do these things. I need to start setting
aside time to read and pray again. It is just that simple. I feel that if I can
find a center to my life if I can find my spiritual center. I feel that the physical
and mental demands of the world will all go away or be kept in check by finding
my spiritual center once again.
Hello Joanie,
ReplyDeleteI really appreciate your candor...It can be pretty challenging sometimes. I think that you would appreciate reading the maxims of brother lawerence...do a google search for a free download...let me know what you think...
Take care.
-John Vondra.